Perhaps, there's no everlasting love.

Or maybe forever.

After a long time, i've just realized that there's no everlasting love. No matter how hard you've work on it, if it's time to be over, it will. No matter how hard you've tried to be perfect, there's always a hole in your wall. No need to force something that doesn't belong to you. I've forced so many times, I always learn how to be perfect, how to make these things keep working.

In the end of the time, you've got answer that...everything happens for a reason, that's why you don't need to force it by yourself. I ever love someone more than myself, I put him over myself, I do everything. I thought it will makes everything kept working, but it didn't.

I was running and he was walking, he couldn't keep up. So, he let me go...and I will never let myself get drown, again. I learned that I could be a better person, I could get the finish line faster if i can. Now all is just the ghost from the past.